Day 11

I don't feel that my "good deed" for today was substantial, but it was a sacrifice for me, and therefore, it's considered progress. A friend asked me to spend time with her today. I didn't want to. Not only have I been unhappy with this person lately, I just wasn't feeling it. I have gone into a funk recently, almost a depression, not wanting to do anything, or see anyone, or go anywhere, or talk to anybody... but I went. I stayed for several hours and I made the effort to salvage a friendship. Maybe for her. Maybe for me. I don't know. But I did something for someone that I did not "feel" like doing. They say that when you feel sorry for yourself, the best way out of it is to do something for somebody else. I am hoping it works. And soon.