Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Day 5

Well, today got MUCH too busy. I had plans, once again, to bake, and once again, it did not get done. However, I did find myself thinking about others a lot more than I typically do. It was almost a constant thought, wondering who needs to be encouraged next.
Tonight, as I sat in the car before Tuesday night prayer at my church, I watched a woman walk across the parking lot and into the building. This woman is probably in her 50s? 60? and never married. She is one of the loneliest individuals I know, and yet, she rides the Max over an hour and a half from her home to this side of town, to attend church. And not just on a normal church service night, but she does this for prayer night too. That amazes me. I often stay home because I am tired or had a long day, and I live 2 miles away. How dare I?!?! This woman inspires me. It convicts me. I often think about if I had not gotten married, what life would be like. I think about how I would take care of myself, and how it would be to remain completely independent. I don't think I have ever considered my life alone at that age. Being 25 and single might be ok. Being 35 and single, sure. But 55 and single? I would want to give up and give in. I think I would settle and compromise.  I am convicted by this woman's dedication to God and faithfulness. And thus, I told her so. Today, I wrote my note of encouragement to L____. I hope it helps brighten her day.

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